The minutes pass like hours.

Nightshade by Marc

Well my dear readers, today has been one long miserable day to say the least. I woke up at around 5:30 am or so with my signature headache and the overwhelming urge to vomit. I hadn’t hardly had anything to eat so there wasn’t really anything to vomit up but the waves of intense nausea and stomach spasms kept coming. This cycled on about 3 times, at once per hour and every time was worse than the last. Please make it stop; please don’t make me dislocate anything are the thoughts that kept running through my mind.

I never thought I’d miss my old headaches. But, to have a headache that’s so severe in it’s throbbing and overall pain that just turning my neck makes me cry out, then having to run to the bathroom and then traumatize my body with the vomiting that follows, is just about as miserable as it gets for me. And to make it even worse, I can’t keep anything down so any type of pain relieving medication is off of the table.

I was only finally able to take my medication a bit ago and every inch of my body was screaming at me for it. My headaches never used to come with nausea at all and now all of a sudden every severe headache I get the nausea isn’t far behind. I’ve thrown up more in the past 2 years than I ever had in my entire life.

I’m so relieved that it’s eased off now. The nausea has lifted and the headache is more background noise than anything. I always feel so exhausted and kind of hung over after these episodes, so I’ll probably be in bed early tonight.

Thank you for listening and much love.

xx

-Katie