Marfact #23: Related conditions that have signs and treatments that somewhat overlap with Marfan syndrome include Loeys‐Dietz syndrome, Ehlers‐Danlos syndrome, Beals syndrome and MASS phenotype. The differences are critical so it’s important to get the right diagnosis.
Marfact #24: Do you know the signs of a pneumothorax and how to treat it? A pneumothorax is “a collection of air or gas in the space between the lungs and the chest that “collapses” the lung and prevents it from inflating completely.” It’s an emergency situation, although usually not life-threatening. http://marfan.org/marfan/2444/Lung-Emergencies/
My lens journey part 3:
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The day after surgery I woke up in a tremendous amount of pain. It hurt pretty severely to look anywhere, but if one eye moves so does the other, so it was almost entirely unavoidable. When we got to the eye doctor’s for my post surgery checkup (with a surgeon’s helper, not my actual surgeon) I was very agitated in a way that I never am. But I had done this 5 times before and I knew the drill: they were going to take off my patch and hold open my eyelid, shine a light in it, put drops in it – all things that I usually wouldn’t bat an eyelash at. But, this time I was in so much pain that the thought made my stomach turn – and it turned out to be for good reason. The pain I felt just from the weight of that tiny drop hitting my eye was enough to make me tear up and cry out.
Something was definitely wrong. Never had I ever experienced even a fraction of this much pain after a surgery. At this point I’d been living with a lot of pain every single day for the past 3 years and I was pretty good at handling it, but this pain was frightening in it’s severity. Lucky for me that I didn’t know how much worse things were about to get or I wouldn’t have been able to find the courage to carry myself towards them.
To find out what was wrong I would need an ultrasound on my eye. My eye that was still mushy and flat from the previous day’s surgery; where there were stitches sticking out everywhere and fresh wounds, and where the weight of a tiny drop was followed by a shocking amount of pain. I thought to myself there’s no way. But yes, that’s exactly what they were going to do.
As they explained the procedure I wanted so badly to run as far away from there as I could. But what do you do? If I didn’t get the ultrasound they wouldn’t be able to figure out what was wrong, and then what? I couldn’t risk losing my vision because I was scared. It had to be done, which I guess is what made it so doable. That being said, the 20 minutes it took seemed to drag on for hours. My fingers hurt from gripping the chair arms so hard. I stayed silent with my jaw locked tight and kept every muscle in my body tensed to the point of exhaustion – I couldn’t help it. Up until that point I had never been in that much pain in my entire life. You know that horrible, intense shooting pain that you get in your eyes sometimes during brain freeze? The pain was a lot like that, only worse and for 20 minutes straight.
But, what the ultrasound revealed was that my eye had hemorrhaged and was severely inflamed. This explained the amount of pain that I was in and if left untreated could have severely and irreversibly damaged my eye. I was immediately put on a high dose of steroid drops four times a day (more misery), along with steroid tablets to help the healing and zantac to protect my stomach from the steroids themselves. I was also on a few other drops that I always take after surgery starting four times a day everyday.
After all was said and done I spent the rest of the day a bit traumatized by everything, but I was also impressed with myself for handling it – not that I had much of a choice. It’s pretty amazing though: just how much pain we can endure when there’s no other options. Things were still a bit difficult from there on out. Because of the complications my eye was taking a much longer time to heal than it ever had before. I was impatient with the slow progress – I wanted to know how my vision would turn out this time around and if it would be like it had been before the past two surgeries.
I can say now that I wish things had turned out differently. After all of the pain and worry; the drops, the traveling, the money; this surgery turned out worse than the last one. While I didn’t have the floppy iris anymore, I now had severe double vision and the acuity of my vision itself had decreased considerably. I could no longer read nearly as well as I had been able to or see close up things a fraction of how I had (my left eye is my nearsighted eye). It was all so frustrating. I couldn’t understand why everything had gone wrong when I used to breeze through the same surgeries like they were nothing. I was also inescapably terrified that my right lens would soon dislocate too and that I’d have to go through it all over again.
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