A long night.

The last couple of days have been pretty lousy. Sorry, I know I haven’t been blogging anything very positive lately, my body just seems to be going through one of it’s really low points.

I’ve been dealing with some major urinary retention issues which are just miserable, especially during the night. Even when I can hardly go at all I still have to go often, which is a terrible combination. I spent the entire day yesterday thinking I was going to have to go to the hospital again like the last time this happened.

This is how my night went:

12:30 am I go to bed.
1:30 am I’m almost asleep but I have to pee, which I spend the next hour relentlessly trying to do before I actually can – though not very much.
2:30 am I’m back in bed but I can’t fall asleep.
3:30 am I have to pee again which takes me another 35 minutes or so.
4:15 am I’m back in bed but my bladder hurts and I still can’t catch any sleep.
5:30 am I get back up again for another bout of the same.
6:10 am I finally get back into bed and manage to fall into a light sleep.
7:00 am I’m awake again.
8:00 am I give up for a while and try to go pee yet again with more difficulty.
8:30 am I head back to bed but can’t fall asleep and am in a lot of pain.
10:30 am I get up again to try to go pee (for what feels like the millionth time).
10:50 am I get back into bed and still can’t fall asleep.
1:00 pm I finally just give up and pull myself out of bed.

My doctor thinks this is probably from my back. This time we’ve ruled out all of my medications as the primary cause so I’m afraid that it is too. I’m feeling really frustrated and exhausted. My neurologist’s appointment is still so far away and my referral to the urologist to make sure nothing else is causing this seems to have gotten lost on it’s way.