I’m Still Here

By Lukasz Szmigiel
It’s been a long time, hasn’t it? I never thought that I’d end up needing, or choosing, to step away from this blog for so long. I had come to rely on it so heavily to help me cope with the various aspects of living with a chronic illness, and it’s been so incredible to be able to vent on a platform that gives me access to so many wonderful, supportive and understanding people. I really have missed that, and all of you so very much.

I never intended for my hiatus to be so long, but the longer I stayed away the harder I found it to come back. So many difficult things have happened since I last wrote and I haven’t known where to start. While some of those difficult things have been to do with my illness, most of it involved my personal life. I’m so used to being able to honestly and openly talk about all of the difficult, painful things that my illness results in on this blog. But, when the hardest things that I was facing became within my personal life – where there’s the need to protect and respect the privacy of everyone else involved – I found it hard to work up the desire to post. That was what I wanted and needed to vent about the most, so instead of having to pretend that those things weren’t happening I ended up just preferring to stay silent entirely.

I do apologize and regret not letting everyone know where I’d been for so long and that I was alright – not that I’d expect people to be sitting there consumed by it, of course. But nonetheless, I think I owed it to you to have explained my absence after all of your continued support over the years. To those of you who sent me emails and messages asking if everything was alright, thank you so much. You never picture your absent having any impact or even being noticed, so, receiving these messages was really touching and appreciated.

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It will take me a few posts to explain a bit of what’s happened (medically) in the past 6 months, but I do intend to catch you all up very soon. But, first off, I was asked by the American Recall Center to participate in their November Awareness “Talk About Your Medicines” campaign, by writing a bit about my personal experiences with various medications. I’m really honored that they asked me to be involved and this is a really good thing for me to write about having been tried on so many different things since being diagnosed with my illness. That post will be published tomorrow. I invite any of you who’d like to participate to either leave a comment about your experiences – good or bad – or, if you’d like to guest post: email me at tissue.tales@hotmail.com.

I can hardly believe so much time has passed; the last 6 months seemed to have somehow gone by almost in the blink of an eye. Maybe it’s because so much has been going on. I’m really looking forward to picking up where I left off 6 months ago and I sincerely thank you all for sticking with me during the hiatus. You are, without fail, what makes this blog such a joy to keep.

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Much love to you all.

– Katie

7 thoughts on “I’m Still Here

  1. Katie, I am glad to hear from you. My posts have been more sporadic as well these past few months. Between my illness and deaths and illnesses within my family and friends it has been particularly difficult. I wish I had been better about checking in.

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