I’m in KL staying with my aunty. I won’t write too much about it right now but to say that I’m extremely home sick. Being away from the comforts of home has just reminded me of how unwell I am. Not physically per se but mentally.  There are so many horrid, intense feelings that I’m going through that I just don’t even understand. I feel unhinged. And it has nothing really to do with where I am, and it certainly has nothing to do with my aunty, who I adore. It’s more of a magnification of feelings that I spend my time numbing at home. It’s harder to do that when you’re out of your element, so you end up being forced to sort of deal with them for a bit. Things should start to get better the longer I’m here. At least I hope they will. 

2 thoughts on “Unwell

  1. I know kind of how you feel. I absolutely HATE being away from home. I hope it gets easier for you. Prayers for peace coming your way. (and prayers for no pain!)


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