I hate those days when it feels like it’s a marathon just to make it through. The pain is so bad that all I want to do is sleep but laying down makes it worse. Regardless, I’ve spent the last two days sleeping which lucky for me I was able to do for most of the time. Everything seems to be flaring up; my ribs, back, head, feet and though it’s not something I like doing I have been feeling sorry for myself. I’ve also been taking far more pain killers than I like. Not more than I’m aloud, or more than is safe, but I strongly dislike taking pills unless I’m at my limit and right now I am. They work sometimes, but not enough. I’m exhausted and miserable and honestly not sure how long I can take it, but what other option is there?